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July 31 UNIVERSITY AGGGAIN!!!! aaargh!Well I'm back to university....yeah..started today!!! :( I made friends with this cool chick originally from Taiwan! :) I started off my day registering for Italian 1B...hahaha! I had forgotten all my italian verbs...Signora Bellusci almost had a heart attack! Oooop! My bad! :) I had Psychology 3b..which looks like its gonna be really really interesting...BUT (don't you hate those damn 'buts'...) it also looks like its gonna be hella hard! Lots to read....anyone else interested in Piaget and Vygotsy...and how the mind and culture interact!!! :) heehee..sowri..sometimes I can get really caught up in talking about things like this...you guys probably think...BORING....hahaha! Hey! Its cool to know how people's minds work..and why they do what they do!!! :)
So tomorrow its off to buy 4 books...to start reading...:) and I promised someone special I'd get 'Arabian Nights' ;) (Haven't forgotten!!!!)
The people at university are as always...judgemental and way toooo snobbish for my liking...the few oddballs are my friends.... heehee....not much interesting to share with you today dear planet! My apologies...but soon..I hope to have lots of interesting things to discuss!! So till then...Ciao Ciao! Mwhaaaaaaaaaaaa! July 30 Sometimes even this *princess* loses her smile....Here's my poem....its the sequel to 'May you find some comfort here'.....and yes...even this punk rock princess loses her smile.... :( .... but tomorrow will be another day!
So anyone else having 'domestic' issues...may an angel take you in its wings and guide your soul as you cry...
When you put your hands together to pray at night
You had so much to say to those who hear
the plea's of the resltess.
They wept golden tears for you
and kissed your open wounds that bled.
But they could not change what others refuse to.
You did not curse
You drank in all the hurt...like you always do...
and your heart became shades of black and grey
to match the melancholy of the mists that shroud you.
And like a blanket it wrapped you in eternal folds
that will never keep you warm,
that will never protect you...
but only swallow you whole
eat away at your worn out flesh
corrode your beat-less heart
and disintergrate into the night's black cloak
where there is nothing left for anyone to see.
Good luck to you bright eyes
may someone mend your broken wing..... Hmmmm...what about LOVE???Okay..so I know that today's topic is soooo cliche...BUT...heehee...i think it's something I need to get off my chest seriously you guys!!! Why should we fall in love???? I know most people I cringing at the idea..thinking...NO NOT AGAIN...love has had a nasty way of ripping out your heart and yes..making you wish you were never born. BUT...it also has that special way of making you feel like you're flying on clouds and (oh here I go)...walking amidst angels in heaven ...heehee! :) So what do you think??? To love..or not to love??? This, is the almighty question! The way I see it...in life you just have to take risks...or you can't call it living, can you??? If you're going to worry about the next great catastrophe thats going to happen to you..then you'll never know all the really great things you could experience!!! :) So I say EVERYONE LOVE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW!!!!! :)
Anyway..love is scientifically proven to increase your happy hormones and make you lose weight!!! hahaha! so come on gurls...go for it! ;) If it doesn't work....hey!at least you tried...and if it does.....oooh!laa!laa! then you in for a lifetime of sheer bliss!!! :) I've loved, and made mistakes..but learned the greatest lessons from them. So I know the next person who I give my heart to (who coincidentally i think I just may have already found ;) )
I won't be making the same mistakes twice! Sometimes it's hard to give your heart to another...especially when you don't know if they will break it into a thousand and one pieces....so yeah..i do get really really scared...but you can't think of the future and worry! You just have to let destiny take you on your rollercoaster ride...and see where you end up eventually! ;)
Bye-Bye.....<punk rock princess> July 29 lyrics to ponder!"And I say follow me follow me follow me down down down down till' you see all my dreams Not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems I looked above the other day Cuz I think I'm good and ready for a change I live my life by the moon If it's high play it low, if it's harvest go slow and if it's full, then go But after midnight morning will come And the day will see if you're gonna get some........." July 27 bACK to hitting the books...and studying...Yo yo yo! Heehee...yes its that time of the year..when I go back to university!!!! Aaaargh!!! :( Monday the 31 july is the dreaded day....and this semester I have to work really hard...because it is my last! Yipeeeeee! :)
But look forward to lots of interesting stories being told here (by me the punk rock princess) and loads more pics of my crazy life!!! :)
My hangouts...my friends...my lecturers (hahaha!) and a whole lot of other nonsense that I always seem to get myself into! :)
I'll be putting up my lecture timetable (for anyone interested) althought I don't really know anyone who would be (heehee!)!!! I look forward to making loads of new friends this semester..there's always some crazy ass people to meet at university! Hopefully my italian is going to get super-great! :)
As for taking part in acting plays...I think I'll audition this semester for the Honours Festival..last semester I was in my favourite gurl Kerry Holbrook's version of 'Chamber Music' by Arthur Kopit..and I played a mad lady who thought she was Queen Isabella of Ancient Spain!!! I got to say in a super cool Spanish accent "Ferrrdeenandth eeez a beeeetch!" Hahahaha! :)
And I got to do a crazy version of the dance style 'the Flamenco'..interesting...my version..trust me!!! :) Ooooh! And lets not forget that I got to wear a crown..because I was Queen!!!! :)
Wonder what sort of plays the Honours students are doing this time...thats something exciting (but very time- consuming) to look forward to! ;)
Oh great...tomorrow is my day for shopping for books..stationary..and clothes!!! Thank god I dress for comfort and not to be a Barbie doll like most gurls on my university! I look forward to getting some really punky funky stuff! yay!!!!!! :) Ok....thats it for today..not so interesting (SORRY!) but check back here pretty soon ok??? :)
Bye-Bye World!!!!!!!! July 26 Smile.....for all those gurls out there!Sometimes we gurls find ourselves the victims of some egghead that thinks its ok to use,abuse and mis-use you....so thats why today..I present you with the lyrics of a song thats giving us females something to SMILE about....hahaha! So play it and think of all those losers that let you down...and know that mr right is just around that corner...or maybe even right there! ;)
As for those losers...they can have their barbies....:)
" When you first left me I was wanting more,
but you were fucking that girl next door
What did you do that for???.......
Now you calling me up on the phone,
so you can have a little whine and a moan.....
and its only because you feeling alone....
at first, when I see you cry,it makes me smile...
at worst, I feel bad for a while, but then I just smile... I go ahead and smile...."
Smile by Lily Allen
July 24 Rainbows and butterflies....:)Ciao! Ciao! :) I am in a very happy mood....heehee....yes yes...rainbows and butterflies..heehee...Thats all I'm gonna say about that for now..heehee...:)
Anyway todays news....my hairdressing salon want me to model...be a hair model tomorrow....hmmmm...modelling is soooo NOT my thing!!! I am very anti-barbie models...but in this case I just have to be 'Sleeping Beauty'..its a fairytale theme! :)
Hm.mmm...the story of Sleeping Beauty is basically a girl who has been asleep for far too long with no love to inspire and wake her up....and then oneday a charming PRINCE (heehee) gives her the kiss of life..thus waking her up...and making her truly..alive! :)
How ironic! Ok..no ones going to get that but me..heehee...:) Aaaah the beauty of life!
As you can see...I AM very much in a really really really good mood tonight....hope alls well in the kingdom of earth! ;)
Boi-boi! :)
<punk rock princess> July 23 Everybody hurts....hold on...Hey everyone! Today I want to talk about something really important to me...and I hope you can find it in your hearts to help others after reading this. There are many diseases out there right now that are taking the world by storm, and one of them is 'depression'. It's estimated that almost everybody suffers from it, but especially those with chemical imbalances and stressful life situations! I think it is important to see that some people require a little extra help in battling sadness and depression.It is a sickness and we need to stop being selfish and help others ok!!!? It is important to make others feel happy and loved....to make others smile. So please help in the battle against depression!!! If anyone has any problems whether it seems minor or not...just remember you are unique..and your problems are just as important as anyone elses..so do not be afraid to talk about it and get help. This is a very dear topic to me...because a couple years ago I suffered from depression...it was very hard! So using my experience I want to use my msn space to help others from all over the world! If you need to talk or advice...I do not judge...only help! Seek help now! And change your life for the better...and smile! :)
Maybe it is because I am a psychology student...or maybe just because I like to listen...but I really wouldn't mind helping anyone in need.So leave me a comment and I'll get back to you.....i am no Oprah or Dr Phil...heehee...but just a little punk rock princess! mwhaaaa! Ciao ciao!
" When the day is long, and the night, the night is yours alone....when you feel you've had enough, of this life....hold on!" 'Everybody hurts' REM July 22 Make someone feel special today...Thank god for Red Bull!!!! :) It's the energy drink that really gets me hyped!!! heehee! I had such a restless night last night..couldn't sleep...I felt something touch me in my room!!!! And I got really scared....I'm a scaredeeee cat! :) So I ran to my mamma's room and slept there! heehee! Plus I spring cleaned my room...there was sooo much dust! uffff! I live near the sea..so things always get rusty and dusty (haha!that rhymed)! :)
I got the most beautiful stones...I collect gemstones and crystals...like amethyst,rose quartz...etc... and my collection coming along really well!! I still have to clear my wardrobe...aaaaah! my mamma keeps shouting! :( hahaha..because when I get ready I throw my clothes everywhere...it a very bad habit..and I don't recommend it to anyone!!! :) Ok....gotta go get ready for tonight...its my favourite cousin (whose more like my sister) yeah...her birthday celebration! So we're going to eat somewhere nice....yay for FOOOOD!!!!! yum yum yum...heeheehee...hope alls well in the world today and everybody's taking the time to make others feel special! mwhaaaaaaaaa!
Bye-Bye!
<punk rock princess> July 21 check out my journal fotos...the only way to really know my thoughts...Holaaaa! Bonjour! Buonasera! And a very good evening to all you strange little people out there that read my blog!!!!J I have put up new fotos of my very own personal journal! Its where I write my poetry..my thoughts…anything I feel! J I tend to have a lot of collages….I love expressing myself through artworks…and creative pieces! So take a look at my journal foto album….and let me know what ya think! It’s the best way to get to know the punk rock princess herself! heehee! And here’s a quote to ponder about….. “The greatest thing you’ll ever learn, is just to love, and be loved in return” ….so go out there and make some magick happen people!!!!!!;) A song about me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I finally found the best song to describe my craziness...heehee....and yesss Greenday are the kings of ROCK!!!!! And for those who do not believe me, just watch Greenday Live in Germany Am Ring Rock Concert 2005!!!! Freakin' brilliant!!!!! :)
GREEN DAY LYRICS "Basket Case" Do you have the time To listen to me whine About nothing and everything All at once I am one of those Melodramatic fools Neurotic to the bone No doubt about it Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Or I'm just stoned I went to a shrink To analyze my dreams She says it's lack of sex That's bringing me down I went to a whore He said my life's a bore So quit my whining cause It's bringing her down Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Uh, yuh, yuh, ya Grasping to control So I better hold on Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Or I'm just stoned July 20 Anybody like to get to know me??? read on!!!!:)My perfect guy....will make me feel special no matter what! :)
My dream date....would be under the Northern Lights (Aurora Borealis) in the Northern Hemisphere, having a picnic..me and my someone special
If I had a super power it would be...to be able to kiss and make any man fall in love with me (forever!!) :) Oooooh ! How nice!!! ;)
My favourite movie is...Moulin Rouge! What can I say?? I'm a hopeless romantic!
And why? It makes me fall in love with 'love'!!!
Craziest thing I've ever ever did? AAArgggh! Don't judge me ok??? But...I asked this Belgian dude, who I didn't know..who was sitting opposite me in a French exam...to go with me to my grade 11 dance!!! it was in a week...and my boyfriend had dumped me!!!! What else could a gurl do dammit!!!
Thing I'd never do again....lie to anyone I love...its just not right.
My favourite chocies...those seashell ones..with the praline in it!! mmmmm!
My biggest fear...definitely rejection!
My best trait....compassion and my imagination!!!;)
My worst trait....I am too stubborn...hey I am a bull (taurus zodiac sign)
Plays I have acted in...A Midsummer Nights Dream....and Chamber Music
Languages I know... learning Italian...know French...know Afrikaans and English (duh!)
If I had the chance...i WOULD SAVE ALL THE ANIMALS!!!!!!!!!!
If I wanted to kill you....I would use a knife....so I can do the most damage! heehee!
What is life? ....You, me...and all thats in between honey!
The thing I say the most.... Sorry
When I am sad....I turn to my black cat..Isis.
When I was 5....I bit a dog....it was self defense!!!!hmph!
My biggest problem....I trust too easy...yet somehow not enough
I believe....Instability is a stepping stone to the path of true passion!;)
Pissing me off....is like punching an angry bull in the face!!! Not healthy for you!!!
What I love most....is dreaming when I sleep..it takes me to crazy places in my imagination
Sanity....is sooooo over-rated dude!!! its for losers!!!!
More crazy things I've done..... passed out from too much drinking when I was depressed..and had to be carried out of a bar....so not cool!
Ate coffee and mushroom curry and marshmallows and liquorice and chocolate...and a whole lot of nonsense all together...Ifelt soooooooo sick!!!
I have to learn.....to bellydance..shoot a gun with killer skill and punch someone in the face like a boy...and how to ride motobikes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate....lizards...eeeew! and damn guinea fowls!!!!!!!! aaaaah!!!!!!!
but i love....snakes and spiders....yay!!!!!!!!!!
Monkeys....make me laugh...heehee..especially the baby ones that kick each other off the roof...heehee..and then they laugh about it!!!!!!hahahaha!
I will wait...for my mr right
No more...living in the past.....so passe!heehee!
Boi world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ciao!mwhaaaaaaaaaaa!
July 14 ThoughtsToday my bunny rabbit died...and I am very sad.
And people I thought were nice...turned out to be just like every other person in this world.
Great isn't it?
Anyway I have decided to make a change....even though I feel like I've just been knocked by a train.
No more tears..no more sadness...only good times ahead ok! I wish it was easier to put that into action.... July 13 Poetry is sometimes the only expression...Today I can only express myself in a poem.....so here goes :
How many times
How many times must I cry
and tell myself tomorrow will be a better day.
How many times must I choke back my tears
and leave it to destiny to take me where it is right.
It seems, too many times I helplessy find myself stranded here
Alone, scared,waiting for a miracle...
A miracle that may not even be mine.
How many times must I take comfort in despair
And fall asleep to dreams of what I want...
Dreams....is all they'll ever be.
How many times I ask you?
And yet...you never have any answers for me. July 11 "Tap on my window, knock on my door...I want to make you feel beautiful" Maroon5Hey Hey! :) Hope everyone in the world is having a gorgeous day! I have just eaten wayyyyy too much sugar...so I'm a bit bouncy bouncy right now! heehee! And yes...I was listening to "She will be loved" by Maroon5...I guess every gurl wants someone to say that to them..right? :) So how do you make someone feel beautiful????? Any ideas? Everyone is different...but beauty..and I mean 'true' beauty lies inside....so here's some of my very own ways to make someone feel 'beautiful' :
1.Never underestimate the small things; this means sms',letters...little notes of affection here and there...trust me it goes a looooong way for any girl! :)
2.Well..for me..buying an expensive gift worth millions means nothing!!!! Rather pick up a stone and create some extravagant story about where it came from...like it has magick powers..and has been through fights with dragons...heehee....I would appreciate this much more!!!! Plus it makes it unique! ;)
3.Never EVER lie...rather tell the truth....it makes someone feel more appreciated...and way less suspicious!
4.Don't come between important soccer matches and the like!:)
5.If you wanna nag....go to a psychiatrist!
6.Don't ever restrict someones freedom...it cages them..and you'll lose them for sure!
7.Look them in the eyes and tell them the way they make you feel.
8.If their really special to you..won't forget important things about them..like birthdays...big exams....etc...
9. Hold them like its the first time...always.
10. Treat them with respect, thankfulness and love.
Any other ideas anyone has..please...let me know! Mwhaaaaaaaaa!
<punk rock princess> ;) July 10 OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Oh my God!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my god oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) Italy won the world cup!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How friggin' cool is that????!!!! I must commend them on a marvellous match..their defending was (as always) brilliant...and their penalties....sheer magnificence!! The French played incredibly well too...it was a tight match! But what the hell happened to Zizou??? Did he go insane? That was disappointing play from such a great player...I was shocked! It is sad that he ended his career on such an upsetting note...because he honestly is one of the best soccer players to have graced the football sport. But....THE ITALIANS ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) Their dedication and team spirit is truly inspiring!!! :) I only wish I was in Italy now rather than December...because it must be crazzzzzyyyy over there!!! Well done Italia! You deserved it!!!! Fabio Cannavaro must be saluted as one of the best captains I have ever seen!
Check out my new pics...of some of my sketch drawings...and the gorgeous ones of my black cat Isis!!! :)
Pics of me...coming up soon..I promise!
Enjoy your day fellow lunatics!!!!!!! ;) July 09 I passed my exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)How simply wonderful??? I have passed all my exams for last semester!!! And I got an 'A' for Italian!!!! Now we all know what me passing my exams means!!!! I get to plan 'for sure' my trip to Italia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am jumping over the moon you guys!!!!!! :)
And tonight is the big match....Les Bleus verses The Azzurris...and I have faith once again that Italy will win! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heehee!
Also..I have finally found an adapter for my camera...so I can get new pics of my life up on my blog prettty sooon! So everyone can see my crazy life!!! Hope everyone is having a splendid day....and remember.....live each moment as if it is your last!!!!!!!! Mwhaaaaaaaaaaaa! Ciao ciao! July 07 will someone see my soulAnd I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am....
I know I'm not alone on this one!!! Everybody wants to be seen...and I mean really really 'seen'...not just physically..but mentally..spiritually...deeply.
Because let's face it...if you find the love of your life (and that person just happens to look like David Beckham or Angelina Jolie)....if you marry them and they are in a terrible accident that deforms their face...are you just gonna get rid of them????
Noooo! Because we should only be with people that we are willing to take for their inside and outside beauty! Right? How many times have you been mistaken...mis-interpreted...not seen? Well I just wanna tell everyone..keep on being yourself no matter what! You're special and unique no matter what anyone else says! Believe in yourself! Once you are happy with you....everything else just falls into place!
Keep on rocking everyone! And remember: happiness is just around the corner! ;) July 06 Save the animals!!!!!Hey all you wonderful people!!! :) Just three more days till the Azzurri's take on the French Frogs!!! And yes Italia is soooo gonna win!!! ;)
Today I read an article in the newspaper about some dumbass fools in Norway who shot a sperm whale in full view of a bunch of kids...disgusting! Not only because it was in front of kids...but because they shot it!!! I am a firm believer in animal rights and can't stand the killing of our earth's beautiful creatures! It's so sad that human beings treat animals with such little respect...if anything, I think animals are far more intelligent then humans! My biggest campaign is for the defenseless harp seals in Canada..who are subject to murder during hunting season...it's pathetic and gross!!! Little baby seals are hammered brutally to death...while some guy gets pleasure out of seeing them squirm and die! Most of the seals have been found to still be alive when these murderers skin them...can you believe this is what people do??? Apparently being human means you're humane..humane is associated with affection and positive qualities..yet I don't see it in anyone who can laugh while they bludgeon a baby seal to death. It's cold and devestating. There are ways you can help..if you are anything like me..and are shuddering from the mere thoughts of the above. Click on to www.protectseals.org/ or www.ifaw.org or www.harpseals.org/ and sign petitions..write letters that can be sent to the Canadian Government against the killing of so many beautiful creatures....it may seem like a small and insignificant gesture..but you will be helping ALOT!!! Animals are being mistreated everywhere...do your bit and think of some ways to help them. Your kindness is greatly appreciated by me and animal lovers everywhere...
Here's hoping you had a great day today world! Carry on each day with passion and never let your dreams take a backseat!!! Mwhaaaaaaaaaa! -punk rock princess- July 05 Dracula exists!!!! And I can prove it!!!!!!The Legend of Count Drakulya: The Son of the Dragon.
Through eternal time and history he has survived for over six centuries; carefully embroided into our minds as the handsome, the elusive, the immortal : DRAKULYA.
He has been delicately transformed into a bloodthirsty vampire by the media and is timelessly resurrected in Hollywood films as the torturous villian of the night. But he is not mere fabrication, no he is NOT fiction my friends. Dracula is as real as you and I, a fearful contender in the halls of faces like rueful rulers like Hitler or Stalin. To you dear reader...I tell his true story....
The year 1431 stained history by the birth of Vlad Tepes to Dracul (Dracula's father) in the region of Wallachia in Romania. Dracul had been inducted into the Order of the Dragon- a special organisation to defend the Empire against the Otterman Turks. Dracul itself derived from the Latin word meaning Dragon- thus making way for the diminuitive of - Dracula- Son of the Dragon.
As a young boy Dracula had been given by his father as a peace wager in his war against the Turks. The psychological impacts of such an acceptable peace trade by his father, certainly paved the way for the moulding of a cruel and bitter feudal lord. Dracula soon became prestigiously known as a fifteenth century ruler of the Carpathians and his native area of Wallachia. He defended his country against the Turks- and was richly hated amongst them, and even his own people.
It is said that Count Dracula was known as Vlad 'The Impaler' due to his abominably brutal methods of torture- which he freely passed to anyone- and almost everyone. Supposedly learning this cruel resort from his time spent as a young boy in the empire of the Turks, he offered what was known as impalement to his victims. This involved the use of a sharpened wooden stake, being penetrated into the genitals or anus all the way upward till it eventually emerged through the mouth or the top of the victims head....hmmm..pleasurable huh? He sometimes even had his lovely victims roasted and flayed....er yummy. Nothing it seems was too sadistic or brutal for this man. He was recorded as mysteriously murdered by the turks - no solid proof- in 1476- and said to be buried at his monastery in Lake Snagov. Yet evidence on this is dim, and stories of his existence after death scurried through Europe. It is believed that his body as it lay resting before burial in his tomb, distinctively came to life- and that a mysterious force or mist appeared shrouding the body.
Throught the ages, and novels like Bram Stoker's 'Dracula', he has earned his reputation as a formidable opponent to death. Romanian villages are still abound with tales of mysterious pricolici (vampires). One has to wonder thought, why there still exists a strong tradition over the generations of these and other peoples, to protect themselves from creatures of the night..that can only be warded off by the use of crucifixes and garlic. All traditions have some sort of truth attached to them; and such beliefs that have lasted till today must most definitely be attached to something of substantial substance.....food for thought dear friends??? I'll hold my garlic and my wooden stake real tight thank you very much!!!
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